A year ago, I certainly wouldn’t have dreamed that Christmas 2024 would see me at the Cancer Institute, getting radiation therapy. For that matter, even when I was diagnosed back in April, I fully expected to be done with all treatment by now.
But…no. LOL.
The way the schedule worked out, and thanks to us scheduling a vacation for December 14-21 (since we couldn’t take one over the summer, we had to wait for another big break for our daughter), radiation got pushed back until “after the holidays,” they said. Turns out “after the holidays” means going up on Christmas Eve for a simulation and then starting on December 26th.
I met with my radiation oncologist a few weeks ago and we immediately liked him. He’s the head of the department, which is nice, and has a great sense of humor, which is even better. I jokingly asked him if this would give me super powers, and he didn’t miss a beat. He said, “Well, we can’t rule it out!”
So that’s my new line. I’m totally getting super powers for Christmas. 😉 And if that super power is Remaining Cancer Free, I will be thrilled.
I went up on December 9 to get a scan and make my mold–how they’ll ensure I’m in the exact same place each time. As already mentioned, I’ll have a simulation on Christmas Eve–I keep calling it the Test Run. 😉 But on the Second Day of Christmas, I’ll begin my first day of radiation. I will have 15 sessions total, skipping New Years Day and weekends, and will finish up on January 16.
My appointments are at 7 in the morning, which means early wake-ups for the 90 minute drive, but that’s okay. Xoe will be in until January 5, and I don’t want to miss time with her, so we’re not planning on staying up there or anything. I figure with those early morning appointments, I should be home before my night owl daughter even wakes up! 😉
They said that the most common side effects from this therapy are tiredness (not at the start, but by the end…it’s cumulative) and of course the skin at the sites could burn, so they recommend good lotion. A kind reader already sent me three tubes of medical-grade moisturizer formulated specifically for skin undergoing radiation, so I’m set!
So here we are. Today, I’m lounging on the beach in Marathon, one of the Florida Keys, where I was blessed to find a great deal on a condo through AirBnB. I’m enjoying the sun and the sand and the water and books. Everything for Christmas is set and ready at home. Gifts are bought and wrapped and waiting, the tree is up and decorated, and my mother-in-law is watering it and taking care of the cat. Today, I’m enjoying the trip that we called a celebration of being done with cancer, before we realized I wouldn’t be quite done with the treatments yet. That’s okay. Today, I’m celebrating anyway. We’ll get back home on the 23rd and jump right into Christmas…and that simulation.
And I’m so grateful. So grateful for this time with my family, for this year that took such an unexpected twist but which poured out so many blessings upon me. So grateful for the medical community that knows how to make me well again. So grateful for the Cancer Institute team who has had my back, laughed at my jokes, and rejoiced with me as we beat this thing.
So here we are. Not the circumstances I ever anticipated finding myself in for Christmas of 2024…but ready to enjoy my Super-Hero Christmas and take this last big step toward living cancer free for years to come.
Merry Christmas, everyone!
Roseanna M. White is a bestselling, Christy Award winning author who has long claimed that words are the air she breathes. When not writing fiction, she’s homeschooling her two kids, editing, designing book covers, and pretending her house will clean itself. Roseanna is the author of a slew of historical novels that span several continents and thousands of years. Spies and war and mayhem always seem to find their way into her books…to offset her real life, which is blessedly ordinary.
Roseanna Merry Christmas and may God richly bless you. Roseanna one very important thing – when you are writing your fabulous books – I love them all – turn off the router so that your computer is not emitting radiation – like having your kindle on aeroplane mode when you are reading so the radiation is not hitting your body. This is so important – God bless you and your family and prayers for a cancer free forever.
You are my hero. I have no idea how you have been able to write such beautiful books and stories while going through all your going through. Praying with so many others for your complete healing.
Dear Roseanna ~ I pray for you every day. I, too have been sick this year, not cancer but kidneys, and I so appreciate your writings. You give me comfort and strength. Thank-you so very much.
God bless you and your journey.✝️🙏🏽🎄⭐️
I am praying for you daily. Enjoy your time with your daughter! God’s blessings to you all.
In the 1971, I accompanied my sister to chemo, but she had radiation that made her hair fall out. Sadly, she only made it 5 months after diagnosis. But technology has taken serious the need for changes, and so many more are diagnosed earlier. No more saving it til the last test! At 18, I understood she was scared, but I remember so little of that year in school. My teachers knee nothing til 😒 I told them when she died. Sadly 😥 I still miss her but now science takes seriously fatigue, gives breaks and increases vitamins knowing food may not remain. I still share with my cancer doctor the fact that my half sister died with cancer of stomach, but my sister had brain cancer a n d people are living as long as 10 years after a diagnosis. Thankful for those who share, to give strength and prayers to share God bless.
My wife is on roughly the same radiation schedule. Had the markings and form-fitted pad done already. We gave to touch up her marker lines every few days until the early Jan schedule starts. We continue to pray for your complete and permanent healing and the protection of your family.